05-14-2021, 12:49 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-14-2021, 12:57 PM by justice4johntruthwillwin.)
I would like to apologize for my despicable behavior on the server. There is no excuse.
Also, there is also no other explanation other than me being a sad individual that is frustrated in real life. Heavy lockdown conditions at my location do not help either, and they cause an internal anger that comes from my personal weaknesses brought by the current circumstances. It is no excuse, personal vices always attack us when we are at our lowest.
I am sorry and ashamed for racism, homophobia, xenophobia, Islamophobia, harassment, sexism and covid denial. Moreover, for changing nicks like an idiot - thinking that I would avoid repurcussions for my actions. I will abandon this violent alter-ego, that I have had while chatting anonymously online.
I am sorry in particular for the things I have said about Turks and Muslims. I will donate some money to charity that helps the poor in recognition of the Middle-East's religious tradition of helping those in need.
Likewise, I am sorry for Black people for my offensive words, stereotypes and nicknames. It was extremely inappropriate for me to offend African-Americans who endured entire generations subject to slavery - later lack of civil liberties, as well as Africas who endured a colonial subjugation, which is to a degree continued by evil people who corrupt local governments at the expense of the people.
In addition, sorry to all the admins who had to deal with my crap. Scrolling through unban requests gave me an idea of how much unnecessary work, people who act like me, create.
I do not believe in the things I have said - like you can gather from the sentences about my grandmother's experiences during WWII. It hurts me that I might have caused pain to other players on the server, and I do not deserve to bring up my grandmother in this conversation. Furthermore, I am sorry for entangling Zorbag and Shelby into my mess.
I know better than all of this, I studied all around the world, met people of all walks of life, cultures, races and religions. And, I still cultivate my relationships with them. I feel shame for sullying who I am and what my family legacy is in exchange for quick cheap gain out of malicious satisfaction.
I will channel my negative energy into something productive and of positive benefit to myself and others.
I will learn from this experience and change for the better.
My permaban is deserved and I will not ask for an unmute in the presence of overwhelming evidence of my venomous chat.
I would only humbly like to please ask for the thread to be deleted as the shame eats me up and I would just like to ask for forgiveness so I could move on.
Permamute* - sorry for some typos.
Also, there is also no other explanation other than me being a sad individual that is frustrated in real life. Heavy lockdown conditions at my location do not help either, and they cause an internal anger that comes from my personal weaknesses brought by the current circumstances. It is no excuse, personal vices always attack us when we are at our lowest.
I am sorry and ashamed for racism, homophobia, xenophobia, Islamophobia, harassment, sexism and covid denial. Moreover, for changing nicks like an idiot - thinking that I would avoid repurcussions for my actions. I will abandon this violent alter-ego, that I have had while chatting anonymously online.
I am sorry in particular for the things I have said about Turks and Muslims. I will donate some money to charity that helps the poor in recognition of the Middle-East's religious tradition of helping those in need.
Likewise, I am sorry for Black people for my offensive words, stereotypes and nicknames. It was extremely inappropriate for me to offend African-Americans who endured entire generations subject to slavery - later lack of civil liberties, as well as Africas who endured a colonial subjugation, which is to a degree continued by evil people who corrupt local governments at the expense of the people.
In addition, sorry to all the admins who had to deal with my crap. Scrolling through unban requests gave me an idea of how much unnecessary work, people who act like me, create.
I do not believe in the things I have said - like you can gather from the sentences about my grandmother's experiences during WWII. It hurts me that I might have caused pain to other players on the server, and I do not deserve to bring up my grandmother in this conversation. Furthermore, I am sorry for entangling Zorbag and Shelby into my mess.
I know better than all of this, I studied all around the world, met people of all walks of life, cultures, races and religions. And, I still cultivate my relationships with them. I feel shame for sullying who I am and what my family legacy is in exchange for quick cheap gain out of malicious satisfaction.
I will channel my negative energy into something productive and of positive benefit to myself and others.
I will learn from this experience and change for the better.
My permaban is deserved and I will not ask for an unmute in the presence of overwhelming evidence of my venomous chat.
I would only humbly like to please ask for the thread to be deleted as the shame eats me up and I would just like to ask for forgiveness so I could move on.
Permamute* - sorry for some typos.